Work.

I started work yesterday in a cafe in Berjaya Times Square. It is my friend's dad's cafe we were working together. Diviyah, her sister Suganti and their cousin brother Sredaran. It was stressing at first but then it got better. LOL and there were this 3 Indian guys there who came and ordered drinks. They were talking flirtatiously and I got irritated but I couldn't say anything as they were customers. They bought their drinks and went. Phew. Then, came this 2 guys and 2 girls. They were DISTURBING. And at that time, only Suganti and I were there cause Diviyah and Sre went to walk around. This people came and they were NOT ordering anything. They stood there asking "Is this nice? If we buy this will we get discount? Why not 2 pretty young ladies give us discounts?" I got irritated and told them "If you wanna order something, order. If not just leave." And they were like "Relax la, why you being so grumpy now?" I was like URGHH! And then Suganti took her cellphone out and called Diviyah asking them to come back fast. That was when the hooligans decided to leave. We started cleaning the cafe at about 9pm and then left. We travelled back in monorail and bus. I reached home at 11pm and my dad told me "I don't want you to work there anymore." Explains why I am sitting here right now posting this. I'm dead bored at home. I WANT TO WORK! I have to talk to my dad about it again as I really need money and in addition to that, I enjoy working with them people. I wish dad would allow me to work again. Sigh.

Other than that, my life has been going on well. My relationship with my boyfriend is working out now. We're doing good. And I've finally understood the people in my life. There are some of them who I trusted too easily and they ended up backstabbing me and betraying my trust. I learnt a lesson, which is to not trust people too easily. And to not consider anyone as my FRIEND without getting to know them completely. Now I know who my true friends are.

Flowing ;)

I am just going with the flow. :)

Life with its ups and downs is not that bad after all. I have been sick for the past few weeks and I am recovering now. Ooh and my finals are going on now. Another week to go and I'll be FREE! My friends are still being the bums they are. They make my day. :) Unfortunately, one bum is missing in action. Irfan Sabiha met with an accident and she is on medical leave. The rest of the bums at school are missing her terribly. :( Mentioning the bums, we are Praveena, Michelle, Gayatri, Thana, Irfan and Thaash <3

TODAY
Maths was GOOD! I finished the paper on time and handed it up. Moral on the other hand was screwed up though. I have a few more papers to go and then I can have my life back. :D I miss tuition! I didn't have class today, sadly. :( I miss my tuition bums. Haha :D



*Will write again soon:)

Scandalous or still searching?

I do what I feel is right. I have decided to not let people tell me what to do. That can't be wrong, can it? I want to be happy just like everyone else. Isn't it unfair if I have to sacrifice my happiness for others? I think that is completely absurd because in the end, my happiness will be what matters most to me. I don't care what I'm being called out there any more. I'm not letting anything affect my happiness any more.

I have had 2 relationships in my past. The first was a beautiful one but I had to end it because of my second boyfriend who made me think I could be happier with him than my first. Unfortunate for me, I had to end my second relationship as well because I was not contented. In addition, I could not tolerate lies in a relationship which was a contributing factor to the break up I had. I am still searching for love although a part of me thinks it is completely unnecessary. I have been told that I have been portrayed as a scandalous person which is utterly untrue. Why are people being so judgemental? I have recently fallen in love again. (I am not mentioning the person here) I don't know if this is going to last but I hope it will.

Please do not judge me blindly. You are not in my shoes.